11/23/2010

The experience that changed ALOT!…

This past Saturday, and SUnday, I went to Bridgettes to help watch Avery while she went out of town to help the CKG with their show . Between Dani, Rach and my self we pretty much had everything under control, except for Avery and his screaming. There wasnt really anything wrong with him, he was just being extra difficult because bridgette wasn’t there. I was sick as a dog mind you, and half the time Dani didn’t even want to hold him, or get aggitated with him, soI was left tto do it. Or they we’re at a store or something. There was a point where I was at the house with just me and Avery he’s screaming his head off as I’m trying to get dinner in the oven.Trying to get the boysds settled and what not, just was alot to handle. I realized I’m far from ready for kids. I always say how bad and how soon I want kids. But I honestly couldn’t handle it right now.

I have a job interview on tuesday for Taco bell. Yea dont wish me luck because just liek every other job interview I prob wont get it anyways. I can hope though. It’s like a vicious cycl that just wont end.

But thats kinda what I was refering to in my last entry. Theres more in detail, and why i felt the way I did, but this computer is really slow and three paragraphs back o on keeping up with what I’m typing so I’m just going to let it catch up nd b done.

I’m feeling better so I can find something else to do, maybe work out or something.

D.j