missing

No matter what, I just don’t feel right

I’d like to steal the words of another, just to find the way to explain.

But no phrases come to mind. 

I’m left with a hole in my chest and an ache in my head.

Memories swirling around me… A better time.

Something is missing… and I’m clamoring for answers.

It’s not the darkness anymore… that deep, endless despair…

But a feeling of apathy.

And I can’t decide which is worse.

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March 29, 2011

I feel i hide behind metaphors. But maybe people see past the metaphors..who knows? It also took me 5 days to complete that entry and bang it out of my system. I haven’t written so honest in years. you’ll find what your searching for, sometimes it just take some of us longer. xx