twelve months, one day

it is time for a break.

yesterday was our one year anniversary. i know he will read this. and that makes me smile. i gave him a box filled with twelve gifts; one for each month that we have been together. i gave him a key to my house, tickets to the eels concert and a letter of confessions. i gave him a letter detailing every dirty little secret of mine. every time i have broken down. i told him the stories behind my scars. i told him that he needed to know. i told him that i need him to still love me knowing what i have done, and can do.

him: i do not cae if you have scars on your arms or your legs, i still love you and i always will. and if anyone ever gets up you about them i swear i will tear them apart.

and that is honestly the most beautiful thing anyone has ever said to me. i could not stop myself. and i broke down. again. anniversaries have a way of doing this to me.

him: if i could i would get down on one knee right now and propose to you.

and the second most beautiful thing.

and so at three am this morning he surprises me with a gift “that isn’t much but i hope you like it”. a diamond and sapphire silver ring. he tells me that the next ring he buys me will be an engagement ring. and this morning i wake up at eleven am to a delivery of forty-eight red roses to my door. they are sitting in an old chupa-chup container in the middle of my desk. my room smells of roses. it is gorgeous.

and i swear, this boy has turned me into something i thought i would never be. i want to listen to him breathe forever. i love this boy. by god do i love him.

and to you, if you had, i would have said yes. happy one year, geek. i love you like consonants love vowels.

[sometimes this feeling is too hard to keep inside.] xo;

Bridges and Balloons

October 1, 2005

ahh this brought tears to my eyes…i want something like this….my boyf cheated on me on our one year anniversary, lovely.

meadowlark.

oh my. i am so happy for you. 😀 lovelove

itareio

That’s absolutely wonderful.So happy for you, kim dear.I’ve always kind of dreamt up scenariosfor that kind of thing.But the only time I reached a 1 yearanniversary it ended up on a sour note. It sounds so lovely… <3Colby.

October Boy

Beautiful people deserve beautiful things. I’m so happy for you my darlings. xox,

Princess Ashlee

🙂

delicate_origami

perfection.

liebe.

oh goodness, congratulations, darling. that is beautiful. and for you to have him keep your secrets, protect your heart, that makes me so happy. so happy. loving you,

Bohemian By Design

Happy anniversary luv, You really deserve this. *hug* All the best for the future. xoxoxoxo

Luci

Glorious.I’m glad you have him, he sounds wonderful, and he’s very lucky to have you.

Life on standby.

How romantic…they don’t make many like that anymore.

she.staysUp.allNight

he seems wonderful and you so deserve it. xoxo

stars of november

oh wowww!! this is amazing. i can’t wait ta have this. *giggles* =))

eucatastrophe.

don’t keep it inside.spread it around like water on flowers; the world thrives on love and happiness.the more you give away, the more you see around you and the more you recieve back again.laura