there are.

there have been gangster parties, exhibitions, theatre shows, too much crying, ecstasy, stress, drinks at random pubs, a weekend away at a beautiful cabin wih spa’s and massages and heavy heavy rain.

there is the man who believes the end of the world is coming. the man who is threatening to take his own life and ours. there are police officers and naked people answering doors and all we can do is hope that he will be okay. [i am close to believing everything he said is truth]

there is the girl who is dreaming of rabid dogs and wolves tearing at her flesh, waking in the middle of the night in a cold sweat and screaming and i am doing my best to console her.

there are the lost people who i am trying to help find their way.

there is also the girl who told me i was too pretty to cry. she is lost, but there is nothing i can do until she realises it herself.

too many things have been happening, but it is keeping me grounded. once the next few days are over i will return.

i have missed everything here.

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September 30, 2006

we’ve missed you too. xxx;;

September 30, 2006

i definitely feel your absence….. ;;

September 30, 2006
September 30, 2006

i have missed you like mad. i hope you really do come back, darling; it’s not the same when you’re gone.laura

September 30, 2006

I use to always read your journal and then I stopped coming on here and I guess at some point almost deleted every one from my list. I just found you at random and I’m glad.

October 1, 2006

I was just thinking about how things were going for you, it’s been quite some time.

October 1, 2006

i’ve had someone tell me that i was too pretty to cry once too.xxx

October 1, 2006

oh dear come back to us! i miss you so. be well

October 1, 2006

come back hereeee

October 1, 2006

I miss you. Much love, ((Noelle))

October 1, 2006

this is my life right now.xo missed you

October 2, 2006

You must come back xx

October 3, 2006

teach me to stay grounded. cos, i’m floating. xx.

October 3, 2006
October 4, 2006

we have both missed a lot.[i want you]i dont know how to make that not sound skeevybut i also dont know how to liei wish my arms were around you

October 9, 2006

woa, imagine all that material and all the things you can do with it. and oh, yes the end of the world is coming. i feel it too. i do i do.

October 10, 2006

ryn: and I, you.

October 10, 2006

Most things involving eyes really bothers me. It doesn’t bother me to put my make-up on or things like that, but watching people touch them or the idea of something being put in them makes me feel sick. I shake when I put my drops in.

October 10, 2006

re: i know. i know. life happens. we get so caught up. take your time. this is definitley a busy time of year anyway. just know i am here. whenever you want to reconnect. ;;

October 10, 2006

RYN: Holy shit! You got your nails done?! I’m VERY impressed. Good work! Hope they don’t annoy you too much 😛 I will email you soon, probably today, to organise money and photo’s and whatnot because I’m a slack ass and still haven’t done it. xoxoxo

October 10, 2006

Balance.

October 12, 2006

Damn it, get back here. Heh.

October 13, 2006

I’ll miss you.

October 22, 2006

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hi kim … its ariele 🙂 i dont know if you remember me. we met on here years ago, when you were calmly irrational i believe. i used to be skinfolds on lj. i have a new journal over there, electrickpulse. add me if you are still there. i’ve added your vintagestory journal. {hugs} hope you are well.

November 9, 2006

oh i miss you.

November 15, 2006

so many hugs and so many kisses for you. xoxoxx.

November 25, 2006

there was a time before time began, i dont have time to spare on the impending philosphical debate surrounding the last premise, but there was definitely a time when there was calm, a time when things were good, a time when there could be no harm, a time spent in hibernation, a time that lost its way, broke away from the fabric of the universe, but remember… …dont panic, we’ve still got time.