raw lips, mashing teeth


so this, is the new hair.

sometimes i wonder how a heart can continue beating so long without taking a break. i wonder how people can say the heart and lungs are such a natural mechanism within the body when sometimes it is such a struggle to get them working constantly. my body has been having trouble the past two days, maybe it is the cold, maybe it is the wind. maybe my brain is just too tired to continue telling them to work and they are just waitingwaitingwaiting for a chance to call it quits. everything is caving in on me. i am not sleeping, listening to the same song on repeat for two days straight. my lips are raw. maybe i should be biting my tongue instead.

there was the clashing of past and present this weekend and possibly even future and everything was wonderful. i had forgotten the freedom that comes with inebriation. i love when personalities come together and seem to make the jigsaw whole again. thank you for that.

i am bolted down. lungs too heavy today and feet finding too many concrete paths. i will be falling into the arms of alcohol again tonight, because i need to feel free from my lungs and heart.

they have followed me around for too long.

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July 10, 2005

I like listening to the same song over and over. I really love the hair too. It’s so lovely. I hope you feel better my dear. Soon. -Sinless Silhouette

July 10, 2005

you are fabulous in every way. xxxxx,

July 10, 2005

your hair makes me smile.and i’m so glad it’s summer here. sunshine makes it so much easier to be happy.winter always feels crisp and clean, though. blah. seasons.loveyou.laura

July 10, 2005

the heart is such a simple thing with such a complex song.

July 10, 2005

p.s. cute hair.

July 10, 2005

your hair rocks. and im sorry your body is giving on you so. somedays i feel as if mine will as well. but i still breath and i still have a pulse. take care.

July 10, 2005

god. you are so beautiful.i love you so.

July 11, 2005

love the hair… good luck with outrunning your heart and lungs while intoxicated. -nolan

July 11, 2005

you hair is GREAT!!! i hope you`ll feel better soon! *hugs*

July 11, 2005

organs are stupid! poison your liver till it cries and punish your lungs till they burn, i say! missing you lots. xx love

cute hair 🙂 -splinteredwalls

July 11, 2005

its really scaring me that i haven’t heard from them.i adore the new hair.i want to do something with mine.this whole goldilocks thing i have is starting to bore me.take care.

July 11, 2005

relax.

July 11, 2005

The hair looks amazing.

July 11, 2005

I know that feeling all too wellthanx for your notes; and I love the new hair

July 11, 2005

My hair used to sort of be like that. Only in a deep crimson-y red color. You look as beautiful as you write. Take care. <3

July 11, 2005

oh kimmy, you’re beautiful!xo,

July 11, 2005

funny that i’ve been staying up all night doing the same thing.what song is on repeat for you?

July 11, 2005

your hair is beautiful, darling.

July 11, 2005

Ah alcohol. The cause, and solution to all of lifes problems. I’ve said it before, and I’ll say it again – very cute hair! The weekend was great. I had a blast with you and getting to know Luke. I really hope we can do it again soon.

July 11, 2005

oh my heart breaks for you. every time i stop by your diary i feel a tinge of sadness come over me. im still so sorry i have to miss out on australia in september. and i love the hair by the way. its gorgeous. although, im still struck by the memory of you with a shaved head. that was pretty hot as well ;;

July 11, 2005

you look really, really hot with your hair like that.

I love your courage to take a risk…the cut looks amazing.

July 11, 2005

my body has almost fully recovered from the winter, only to have it return again full throtel in a couple months. you are beautiful kimmy. i love you and the new hair. xx;

July 12, 2005

I had the clashing of past and present too, but it was disorienting. Take care, kim.

July 13, 2005

awesome hair, want hair like yours!

July 13, 2005

yes,i guess.but i’m sick of being reckless.i just want to sleep.xxx

July 13, 2005

, then free yourself.

July 13, 2005

P.S – Gorgeous hair.

July 24, 2005

Lavv the hair. check out my latest, there are pictures

July 24, 2005

They’ll stick around, too. They are tricky.