break out, freak out.

i guess it is that time where i come running back here after so long, tail between legs because things have been going wrong and i cannot get it out anywhere else. but things have been so busy. let’s begin anyhow:

– the day of the birthday was nice, despite it being partially ruined by a certain party. the short of it is, i said no to her inviting her ‘of-the-moment-bed-girl’ to my close friends only drinks and she has been pissed off at me since. still. moving on.
– i had four assignments due last week. i have hardly slept.
– there was a joint birthday party for the three of us in this house considering our birthdays are within days of each other. it was nice. everyone i invited, bar my sister, bailed on me. and i went home early due to drinking too much on an empty stomach and feeling sick. she was not around most of the night. i do not care.
– the boy and i have booked our tickets to melbourne. i am excited.
– i have decided that next year i am going to france. i need to get out of here. brisbane is suffocating me. maybe it is just the events of the past few weeks, but i cannot stand being here anymore. i need something new. the only thing keeping me here right now is the boy and maybe university. otherwise i would pack up and go. right now. who wants to house a homeless girl next year?
– i am in a show next week. and i am thoroughly scared. why did i take this on?

the update. done. i will catch up as much as possible. i swear. i would be here more often if i had something to say. brisbane has taken my muse.

thank you for the birthday wishes. you’re all darlings. <3