i’m losing.

i’ve spent my whole life
regretting who i am
while actively driving myself
further inside

i wonder what happens
when i crack

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life lines life lies life lined up lies in life in theory
we’re all gonna die so
why and why not
try to try not
to
step on anybody on your way up
on your way down
watching the sun
imitating the sun
we are the sun
we are the destined-to-be history
of
earth meets sky
eyes on the horizon
as i
work up the courage to ask
why