Hard to explain

It’s so hard to explain to you why I’m so quiet. Even though it’s really simple I know you won’t hear a word I say and there is where the problem lies. I trust to to take my secrets and you turn around and abuse it. Now I struggle again to be open and honest because it took you two days to remind me that not everyone is a good person, not everyone can be trusted.

My heart is heavy as I must at some point decide if this friendship is still worth it. What you did is forgivable I know, because I feel like history is repeating itself with the number of times I have accepted your apologies. I’m just tired of this uphill battle all the time. I just want us to move past drama and be honest.