Just some rambling

Fall in Texas is pretty much like summer in Ohio.

I miss cold Ohio autumn weather. The changing of the leaves, the brisk breezes & the chill of the cold air on my warm skin.

I knew there would be something I’d miss & I’ve found it.

I so want to go visit but work is absolutely insane. There is not a chance of getting any time off at any point soon. As it is I’m working 55-60 hour weeks. I really need a better job. I’m happy to have a job obviously, but I need one to pay me what I’m worth & to not make me so unhappy & require that I basically move in on a weekly basis.

On a happy note, I’ve finally crossed my weight loss plateau. I’d been stuck, even with zumba-ing my ass off & working on it so much but FINALLY I’ve crossed the next plateau. I’ve got a long ways to go but I will do this without surgery. I don’t want to spend that money on surgery when I’ve got a wedding to plan (&unfortunately pay for UGH). Plus I want to go back to school at some point.

Speaking of weddings, I watched Bridesmaids the other night. LOVE IT. By far the funniest movie I’ve seen this year.

I have a feeling May of 2013 is going to creep on my much faster than I realize & about the only things I’ve given any thought to are my bridesmaids (maid of honor my sister & Jennifer & Laura as my other bridesmaids) & the honeymoon (IRELAND!) I hate planning things & have anxiety issues which are only furthered by the stress of planning & anticipation of big events…Ugh. I’m half tempted to just go the courthouse, sign the papers & go on an awesome honeymoon. Emmett would be more than happy with that. He isn’t real into any of the planning and I can’t tell if that’s just because he’s being a guy or if it’s because this is second marriage & he’s already done this once before. Hard to tell & he doesn’t really answer.

I keep saying I’m going to go for weight watchers but haven’t made the jump yet. That’s next.

I’m exhausted. I need a break before the dark circles under my eyes become unrepairable.