#26 Been caught stealing

1. Ever cheated on someone? How many times?
Yes, cheated on the kinky republican ex and I sort of cheated on Emmett last St Patrick’s Day. I didn’t sleep with the guy, just made out. I never intended to tell Emmett about it but I did recently.

2. How old were you when you lost your virginity?
20

3. How many people have you given oral sex to?
Too many.

4. Do you know anyone who was raped?
me, unfortunately, and so many others. Too many.

5. Did you ever do anything sexual on your parents bed?
I’ve had sex and kinky sex at that on their bed. I was nice and washed the sheets afterwards.

6. Ever been “the other person” in an affair?
Yep, I’m pretty sure I have been unfortunately.

7. How many people do you have a crush on right now?
Two, sort of?

8. How many people have you been in love with?
2.

9. Ever had a one night stand?
Ew yes. More of them than I care to admit.

10. Ever gotten drunk and couldn’t remember the night?
Of course!

11. Ever been sexually harassed and/or assaulted?
Yes and yes.

12. Ever had a crush on your neighbor?
There was this guy who lived down the road from me when I first moved to Ohio named Rob. I had a big ass crush on him and we were pretty much best friends. I don’t know what ever happened to him, last I saw he was looking pretty burnt out.

13. Ever snuck out of the house?
Yep yep.

14. How many illegal drugs have you tried?
weed, coke, prescriptions that weren’t mine, acid.

15. Do you do any drug regularly?
I’m known to hit the bottle occasionally to this day.

16. If you’re underage, do you still drink and/or smoke cigarettes?
I drank underage, never really been into smoking.

17. Ever cut yourself?
A bit when I was a teenager (ree-taard)

18. Ever attempted suicide?
No serious attempts but unfortunate serious thoughts when the Winter blues take full effect (Thank GOD for Vitamin D!!)

19. Ever been to therapy?
Once. Literally one time. I didn’t like the therapist I was assigned to so I never returned.

20. Have you ever been so upset that you stopped eating?
After every heart break or when under too much stress. Great for the weight loss!

21. Are you clinically depressed? Are you taking anything for it?
I don’t think the winter blues count as clinically depressed.

22. Ever hooked up with someone and regretted it?
I don’t really believe in regrets but there are definitely a few dipshits I wouldn’t mind crossing off my list.

23. How old were you when you first got kissed?
14

24. Is there any “friend” of yours that you secretly hate but talk to anyway?
I really don’t hate anyone.

25. Ever been in a relationship and wanted to end it, but stuck with it for some reason?
Yes, Emmett honestly. I’d wanted to end it for a few months but would have felt too guilty because he was always good to me.

26. Ever sent naked pictures to someone?
Just recently did that for the first time.

27. What about sent them to someone you met over the internet?
Oh no.

28. Ever been abused?
no.

29. Did you ever run away?
I tried once. I got to Sunset field, which was about 1/4 mile from the house and turned around.

30. Do you ever lie to yourself about things so much that you believe it?
Not so much.

31. Ever liked someone else while dating someone?
Absolutely.

32. Ever dated a friend’s ex?
Once, but I cleared it with her first. He wasn’t so much her ex as much as just a guy she went out with a time or two.

33. Ever done something with your friend’s significant other?
No, but my friend’s significant other did once try to sleep with me.

34. Did anyone ever confide in you about being gay/lesbian?
Yep, I knew about Mandy before she came out to anyone.

35. Have you ever questioned your sexuality?
Not really.

36. Do you know of someone who has done a horrible crime but never got caught?
It wasn’t horrible, but I definitely know people who have gotten away with some shady stuff.

37. Ever stole a large sum of money?
Define large… I did steal some money and I feel horribly for it… Long story.

38. Ever purposely threw up?
Yep, when drinking to make room for more alcohol!

39. Ever had an eating disorder? What happened?
No.

40. Did you or anyone you know have an abortion?
Yep, a few friends have had them.

41. Were you or any of your siblings an accident?
Not at all.

42. Ever found porn on your parents’ computer?
Yep. It creeped me out.

43. Do you look at porn?
I have tried this recently with Emmett.

44. How many people have seen you naked?
Quite a few.

45. What about through pictures?
One or two.

46. Ever had phone sex and/or cybered?
Phone sex, you betcha.

47. Ever got a piercing behind your parents’ back?
Yeah, but I was over eighteen, so they didn’t care.

48. Ever sold or bought an illegal substance?
Bought, not sold.

49. What’s your #1 biggest fear?
Needles, airplanes, centipedes.

50. Have you ever faced that fear? What happened?

Needles- not a pretty picture. Airplanes- cry like a baby. Centipedes- quite a few very, very funny stories to tell with that!