El oh El
I’m not that great at updating am I?
I think sometimes it’s better that I don’t because Donny gets mad at me for “blogging”, I only wish that he’see that on the one hand, venting is so good for me, venting online does seem absurd but then again, what if there’s someone else out there who knows exactly what I am going thru, someone who has been thru it and made it out alive…what if that person could help me, or even the other spectrum, someone else going thru the same thing who thinks they’re alone, can see that there’s a light at the end of the tunnel.
Gawd there’s so much that’s gone on…what can I honestly say. Pretty much, that from here on out, I’ve been thinking with a clearer head and that my goals are short term, because I’ve learned that the future can change at a moments notice. I refuse to dissappoint myself anymore.
As mentioned before, we’ve moved to Nebraska.
The begining was rocky, Donny was convinced that I would have rather stayed in California, but come on, I know I am a little crazy, but not crazy enough to move half way across the country just because it’s something to do! I love him. I don’t know how else to convince him of that.
Well the good news is that with the coming of the New Year, our relationship has drastically improved. The holidays were a little bummy cuz of course, I miss ppl. But what we had here was so much fun. We ended up getting snowed in, but it wasnt bad. Oh plus the time that followed, Donny was on vacation, we were together all the time and instead of getting on eachothers nerves, we lavished in eachother’s funk (showers were unneccesary lol). Okay enough of that…
The boys are the boys. Heh. The baby talks just as much as his brother. Man, Josh is already gonna be two, why do I still call him baby? My kids are growing up and I dont want them to!! >=]
Isaiah is so smart but he’s like…chatterhead to the max! Sometimes all I want is a moment of peace but he just wont stop lol. I can’t wait for him to go to school and come home and tell me what he learned tho. I love his stories, even the silly ones that make no sense.
Well I need to call Directv cuz our satellite just went out…bah, I miss Cable.