A Song For Lisa…

ok so I haven’t spoken to my dearest lisa in such a long time.. but i do have something to tell her….

Hey there stranger… Do you remember you were a part of my life?
Early December… Think I remember? Sentiment cuts like a knife
The seasons are changing… Life’s rearranging
Full of could’ve dones, Would’ve beens, It’s all your fault, And where have you been…
And how time goes And now I dont even know how to fill in the spaces
of the love you erased in my life….

Are you where you want to be?
Did you get there easily?
Did they make you sacrifice?
Did you make a sharp left
When you should’ve turned right?
Are you where you want to be?
Did you sell off all of your gold
Did you trade it in?
Did you wait for love
Or settle for somebody to hold?

And barely symphonic but strangely ironic moments contained in one glance
Oh how I adored you bt now I’m ignored by you no evidence of romance
And now it’s vaguely familiar I think I remember sharing every single intimacy
It doesn’t seem so strange to me that we barely entertained
Even the politest of phrases But sometimes at night
I conjure you up in my mind

Are you where you want to be?
Did you get there easily?
Did they make you sacrifice?
Did you make a sharp left
When you should’ve turned right?
Are you where you want to be?
Did you sell off all of your gold
Did you trade it in?
Did you wait for love
Or settle for somebody to hold?

While I was busy
Perfecting the art
Of deflecting compliments
I took it too far
And I let a ripple run right through my heart
Of battle stations we’re building
You and I just grew apart
We grow apart

While I decided
To make everyone else happy
I just put aside
My foolish pride
I guess I denied
My own desire
I was too busy pleasing
To ever be pleased
I forgot how to breathe
Or question anything
Or ask why?
Am I?

Am I where I want to be?
Did I get here easily?
Did I make a sacrifice?
Did I take a sharp left
When I should’ve turned right?
Am I where I want to be?
Can I sell of all of my gold?
Can I trade it in?
Will I wait for Love
Or settle for somebody to hold

I’d settle for somebody to hold now

You know that I’ve been up and I’ve been down
I’ve been picked up and spun around
I’d do it all again
If I could just have somebody to hold now
I just need somebody to hold me now
Could somebody hold me now?
I just want somebody to hold me now
I’d do it all again