sad

I am feeling depressed. I just had surgery and while I was very sick prior, waking up 30 times to pee, pushing urine out, up for 5 hours straight in pain. I am not anymore, I was promised healthy bladder, instead I am waking up 3-14 times, at least 1 hour up and down peeing coming out. I am pissed. I am so depressed over trump winning I hate him and this…I just have very strong gut feeling bad is to come. My best friend said are you worried if you go back in hospital you will get surgery again, yea I am nervous..if I could be fixed no, but no one is fixing me.