What was I saying again?

The attractive bulging gray sweatpants guy made another video today and I’m just glad I’m not the only one who gets distracted by his assumed endowment. Some of the comments made me giggle.

I just found out 1923’s new season is out. That’s what happens when I actually sit down and watch TV. Also, the last season of The Handmaid’s Tale comes out 3 days before my birthday. I have read The Handmaid’s Tale and Testaments, though the TV series is just inspired by the books but does not follow them.

A book I would LOVE if someone made a movie or even a TV series out of is Mexican Gothic by Silvia Moreno-Garcia. Very very few books out there that I can read over and over again and this book is one of them.

There was a book I read maybe 2 years ago but I can’t remember the title or the author. It’s about a crippled girl and her father who live and work on a traveling freak circus train? I haven’t been able to stop thinking about it and so I need to locate it.

I’ve been wondering lately if I could be developing early signs of Parkinsons and dementia. I’m not trying to be funny here. My body twitches involuntary quite often. It’s subtle but I’m becoming more aware of it. I’ve been having “brain farts” more times then I’d like to admit. It’s even happened to me in mid sentence where I completely lose my train of thought. I will often say in conversations “what was that thing called?” Or “gosh why can’t I think of it?”. I will also snap my fingers when I’m trying to remember something like I’m trying to wake up the part of my brain that’s withholding the information. Can this happen to someone in their 30s? I don’t feel like researching it right now because I’m sure it does happen. To lose your mind and precious memories plus losing control over your body?…I might as well end this now.

Maybe this is why I feel my brain is starving for information because I’m losing some. Seriously. There have been times I’ve caught myself repeating things because I forgot I already said it. I’ve also been dealing with dull headaches for weeks.

So, my brain is deteriorating and my body is shutting down. Thats nice.

This is not where I wanted this entry to go but here we are.

Au revoir! Maybe quite literally.