“Today is the day that will live in infamy.”

I’m on my 2nd glass of wine, heading to my 3rd. My apologies if there are typos. I can easily drink a bottle of wine myself and I do drink a bottle of wine by myself. Not the sweet stuff. I like dry.

And Tequila. Tequila is my friend.

Currently watching Penn State and Oregon college football. I like going for the underdog in teams I don’t really care for. So go Penn State! Georgia beat Texas.

I am taking for granted being able to breathe out both nostrils. Dramatically I believe I will never breathe normal again.

I must not be a comfortable person to lay next to because Tank is constantly moving beside me to get comfortable. I have been told my body is too tense. It doesn’t help that I’m socially awkward and don’t particularly like when someone is too close to me. I think it’s part of my constant fight or flight response.

“Today is the day that will live in infamy.” – Franklin D. Roosevelt.  This day in the year 1941 Pearl Harbor was attacked by the Japanese. Does the general population still remember this?

So big surprise, Biden will be sending almost $1 billion to Ukraine. Other than being slightly attractive, what does Zenlesky have over the U.S. that he’s able to walk away with these millions, yet AMERICAN people are starving and freezing to death from the hurricanes that happened 3 months ago in North Carolina? Three. They are still finding bodies and remains of the people who perished. Like why? Just like Katrina, the people were forgotten. Trump has called Zelensky “the greatest salesman on Earth”. Agree or no?

Oh yes, the TikTok ban is on the table again. It’s interesting to me how badly they want bytedance to sell it. Obviously it would be a huge infringement on free speech. But we know America only wants free speech when it aligns with the agenda they are trying to push at the moment. TikTok is a threat to them. Want to guess the deadline they are giving bytedance to sell it? January 19th. Interesting.

Connecting dots.

I think I did pretty good writing this even with seeing double letters on the keyboard.

The loneliness is trying to dominate my emotions, though. I need to fight it.