“More input, Stephanie.”

I woke up this morning with an upset stomach and a bit nauseous. I thought that was weird. And no I’m not what some might be thinking I am. I actually have to be intimate with someone for that to be possible. Unless, I can somehow impregnate myself….(joke)

No, I believe it has to be the medication I’m taking and the fact that I’m probably not eating enough. I feel fine now. I ate a little something and drinking a macchiato. I’m just having a difficult time wanting to eat. I may have let my blood sugar get too low yesterday as I had a massive headache until I made myself eat a decent dinner. Whenever I think about food, nothing looks or sounds appealing to me until I actually sit down and make myself eat. I guess it’s better than over-eating.

Tracking back, I would actually love to have a baby right now, but adoption is way too damn expensive. I could just sleep around and hope for the best. (Joke) I could not do that even if I wanted to. My body is sacred to me so I refuse to give it up to just anyone. I’m an introvert with trust issues and I don’t like people so not at all a positive combination.

I lost track of where I was going with this.

I was worried about waking up sick this morning because I’m heading out of town tomorrow. I should be packing and getting shit done but as you can tell I am very motivated at the moment.

I’m planning to dive deep into biblical discernment and the ancient texts. I’m very curious to learn more about the Nephilim and the giants and all that biblical theology. I need to get my hands on the book of Enoch. So I may be going MIA for a bit unless something really hits me and I need to write. But my brain is on hyper mode again and I need to feed it.

I still can’t figure out how to upload pictures and videos on Prosebox, but here is my very successful hydroponic garden I’ve got going here. (Sarcasm) I’ve got one lone survivor. I have no idea what I did wrong with the others so I guess I will need to reassess. This is my first time trying to grow anything with a hydroponic garden so I am absolutely no expert. As you can clearly see.

The weather was decent to take Tankster for a walk. I just thought I would show what my neighhood looks like. (Trying to be funny)

Life of a small town girl living in a farmer’s world.