Can you handle my truth?
You want me quiet–soft, revised
You want me
Shrunk
Polished
Palatable
Something you can swallow
You mistaken my certainty for arrogance
It’s survival
You want me erased
You don’t get to slap silence on my mouth and call it “respect“
You call it defiance to stand in my skin
I won’t BURN bridges to sit at your table
I don’t owe you sorry because my politics don’t match your playlist
I don’t nod on cue or clap for your every progressive performance
You say I’m dangerous, that conviction is dangerous, unless it’s yours
Your version of tolerance cuts me out the moment I disagree
I’m not here to be digestible or fit inside your lens
I’m not your villian, I just see this world differently
But you swear that’s a crime
You weaponize shame like a moral badge
Call me what you like–conservative, brainwashed, bigot
I’ve heard it all but I’m still here and standing
I speak what’s real to me. I don’t care to sell my voice for applause
I believe in borders, in personal responsibility, in questioning systems
This is my red line
I am unbothered by your outrage
I don’t owe you agreement. I don’t owe you guilt
Under the flag I stand as I vote for the values that built me
You will throw your words like knives, but your outrage doesn’t make you righteous
I’ve seen this script before. A different decade but the same condescension
I don’t hate you, but I don’t need your approval
I’m not lost. I’m not confused. Just unbothered by your noise
I don’t raise my voice to be heard
I don’t need volume when I have resolve
I don’t need headlines and hashtags to believe what I believe
I read
I listen
I watch
I believe in limits, in laws, in freedom with responsibility, in tradition where it still serves
I am not cruel
I am not blind
I am honest
I am aware
I won’t argue with you
I won’t debate to be liked
I will be still as I sit and watch the storm of opinions rush by
Conviction doesn’t need a stage
It needs a spine
The world is as you note entering a new anarchy. During which, I find greater understanding towards personal peace by climbing my own ladder one rung higher with each new affront to my gilded age decorum. Your brilliant truth and well-developed personal reflection may draw further benefit on all your concerning subjects through the sanctity of reclusion. People aren’t obligatory, they are entirely optional; particularly these days.
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