Are You There GOD??? It’s Me DEEJ!!!

Wow!!!!!! I’m Back!!! Haven’t been here in a while! I hope I was missed!!! Anyways, I just wanted to pop in to tell  a few things going on.

Well I start school August 30th. I am nervous and excited at the same time. I am looking forward in getting a second masters, but I’m not looking forward in doing papers and being stressed! Hopefully it will go by fast like college and grad school did.

I am still at this job being stressed by these damm ungrateful kids. Can I tell you, my job got free gift certificates from Old Navy to give to the families that need it the most. The gift cards were from $250 to $400!! That’s alot of clothes right? So, I decided to pick one of my neediest families and take them to Old Navy yestreday. The mom, lets call her "Liz" and her daughter , let’s call her "Sue"  went with me to the Od Navy right by my job. I thought that this was going to be fun. BOY was I wrong. First of all, I am waiting for these damm people for over an hour. I know 5’oclock does not sound like 6 o’clock, right? So they get to the store at 6pm. Mind you I wanted to be home by 6:30….didn’t happen. So, here come Sue, all mad. I was like what is wrong? She is like, I really don’t like old navy clothes, it’s wack. Can we go to Bloomingdales instead??? WHAT??  I wanted to curse at her right there. She is so ungreatful. The her mom Liz, was like, just take the clothes because they are free. Mom really didn’t help me much trying to convince her the clothes are good. So we are walking around and this little girl hates everything she sees. She was bitter and had a smart mouth. I sooo wanted to slap the taste out of her little mouth. Why are kids these days so ungrateful?? My goodness, here I am trying to help her shop for school clothes, which I didn’t have to do, and she has the biggest attitude!! Geezz…I have to stop being nice. So yesterday was not the fun experience I thought it was going to be.

But anyways, The man has not gone to his therapy sessions in like 2 weeks. He has been busy at his job. It’s understandable, but I want him to go. He has not exploded at me with his anger lately, but it doesn’t matter. I want him to get the help. I think he is going to stop going eventually. He has only been to see the therapist 3 times. He is however, being very nice to me. It is nice to see him happy, but I don’t trust it. I still feel as though he can blow up at any time. 

OK, well let me run, I just wanted to drop a line to let you know I’m here and have been reading all my friend’s entries. I have not forgotten about my OD buddies.

Take care and I will write soon!

Later Days!

DeeJ