This Is Who We Are…

Hey…

 Not much is going on here…It’s only been 4 days and I’m writing again…I’m sitting in this empty house, I guess thats why I’m updating…Mamaw is doing ok, but she still at Raymond’s….I dunno when they’ll come home I miss her already…This sucks…John came to see me on Tuesday, which was weird…I took like an hour half lunch so we got ice cream and went to set up on Happy Top and talked…I miss him so much…He’s my bestie!!…Work is going ok…I actually got Friday and Saturday off this week…I guess I’ll go up to Bub’s Friday and then Christmas shopping Saturday with Mindy…We have to get done…I had to work yesterday b/c Crystal called in…It snowed like 3 inches here and it’s still snowing….I went to Bub’s tonight, but something didn’t feel right, like I wasn’t  supposed to be there…I dunno I guess I get freaked b/c of snow…Stud and JR was calling me worried sick, but I dunno it wasn’t right…So I went on a joy ride for nothing and my buddy wasn’t there…I miss her so bad…I’m just kinda depressed tonight…It’s nice to have a break and be by myself for once…I hate getting in these weird moods…Maybe I need meds?…Gah I hope not…Anyways I gotta work in the morning, so I’ll be playing Cindy again lol…Eh well things happen…Now I have a headache and its like 11 pm and I need sleep I have to get up at 7 but gah I’m not tired…F a Mocha Frappe!…I guess that is all until something intresting comes up…Until next time…

DeAdMaRy