The Moment Of Reckoning…

Hey…

 It has been about 3 weeks or longer I suppose…I had vacation last week, 7 days of freeness as I say…Me and mamaw traveled to Hartford to visit with Ray/Julie and the kids…They have a new house now…They live in the "Rich" part of town…Its nice though, the kids are 4 and 2 now…So Micah goes to pre-school [It’s at some church] and Sawyer just talks and talks…They took me out Tuesday since it was my bday to the Olive Garden, which was good…The people there sang happy bday to me and brought me a lil cake lol…It was embarrasing…Lora called me for my bday, I called her back and talked to her for awhile…It was nice to talk to her it had been awhile…John even called me, wow!….And thanks again Chrissy Poo for calling me!…I <3 You!…I saw Zulu, the dog, she is very old, all grey/going blind, and shes very little…They are gonna put her to sleep soon, which is sad, but helps her…They have 2 cats and keep em on a leash, which is different, never seen that before…We came back Wed. evening…Thursday we were gonna go eat with Shawn, our ex-boss, but he forgot what time we were coming, but we are gonna reschedule…We still sat and talked about 20 mins…Friday was a boring normal day, but Conley came over and spent the night…We went fourwheeling riding yesterday and froze to death, but had fun…He left this morning b/c I had to go work and he did also…And that was my vacation…Yup it went too fast!…Today was back to normal, I think I said some stuff out of the way at work today, and I’ll probably get in trouble for speaking my mind, but eh well…I’m always paranoid, dunno why…Mindy said I looked like shit, I haven’t been sleeping well again…So I dunno…Let’s see…Cindy has to have off 10 days for her leg…She had a stress fracture couple years ago, and now its bothering her again…So the doc put her off, so she can go get x-rays and another bone scan and then go from there…So I’ll be opening some, this week b/c of the orders and mamaw will be closing…Life around the house has gone weird…Mindy has been trying to improve her grades, but I guess we’ll see next week when she gets her report card…Mamaw has been in a hateful mood since we’ve come back from Ray’s…I dunno whats up with her…Now I’m 26 and still haven’t accomplished anything…I get depressed sometimes over it, but I guess I’ll have to get over…I put an another application for another job in, dunno if I’ll get hired or not…I’m afraid of change…I wish I could see the future, then again maybe not…The temps here are crazy they are already in the 30’s and 40’s…I hate this weather I want some fall weather…Eh well I guess that is all I have to talk about, until next time…

DeAdMaRy