My Apocalypse Is Here…

Hey…

 It’s been about a month now, so I thought I’d update…Like every other time its the same shit deal…You know…Nothing exciting happens up in this bitch…Went to Lexington last Wed with John/Jon/Lora/Mindy…It was ok, just boring as shit, walked around the mall…Conley came over this Sunday to visit, it was good to see him…Raymond/Julie and the kids came down on Sat to visit as well…Well I think that is all exciting lol…Wow not really…I think I need to get really fucked up, its been tooooo long…I need a break from this place and everyone…I get a vacation at the end of June, watch me not to get to do a damn thing…Lets see…Mindy’s bday is coming up April 9th, she will be turning the big 16…She wants to get a cell phone & her permit pshh, I really don’t know about that…That makes me feel oldddd…I’ll be 26 in Oct and a loner still…YaY For me!…I haven’t accomplished a god damn thing…I’m just a piece of shit rotting on this earth…Eh well, so be it, its my destiny…Hmm as for anything else, I guess that is all…Work sucks, Life sucks, It just sucks all around…

DeAdMaRy

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March 17, 2009

Well I assure you, may not believe me now, but things will get better. Your not old trust me. If getting wasted is what truely makes you happy…go for it i guess. I don’t see how it solves anything.. well, I just hope things turn out better for you all the same

March 17, 2009

We all need a good drink(s) every now and then. Glad you updated.

March 17, 2009

We all need a good drink(s) every now and then. Glad you updated.

March 18, 2009

If YOU are a piece of sh*t, then so are we all. Don’t sell yourself short! But you know, Mindy being 16 and old enough to drive makes even ME feel old. She was TWELVE first time I read your diary. šŸ˜› Can’t believe it’s been that friggin long. You know, I’m pretty sure you mean a lot to that girl, much more than you think. You’re practically her mom.

March 23, 2009

Mary you rock girl.. <3