Love Lost In A Hail Of A Gunfire.

Bleh…

 Sooo Tired….Slept 2 hours straight after work today, now I’m just bleh..I can’t sleep good at all I need some sleeping meds…Went to eat dinner with Edith after I woke up….Let’s see whats been going on…Edith’s son in law had a brain hemmorage that made him have a stroke, I took her to the hospital to see him Tuesday, he is still in there as of right now, but the bleeding stopped at least…Lora’s dad passed away last Thursday…Heart attack they say…Went to the visitiation on Monday Mindy and I did…She’s doing alright I assume…Her mom hugged me and told me to move with her, freaked me out…I wish it was that easy…Mamaw went back to Raymond’s this past Sunday, so it’s been a week…I guess they are really going to sell this house, so I’m going to have to find a place to go…I’m scared to go on my own, never been on my own always have someone there…Mindy’s got her an apartment now, so they have been moving stuff up there to Richmond…Went to orientation with her at EKU, she was late, b/c she didn’t get the papers in the mail, but she did get her schedule….Kraig has his Tuesday, so shes gonna see if she can get her student ID made then…They start August 22nd…She got her wedding dress yesterday, got her place picked out for the wedding, now she just has to get brides maids dresses, invitations, and the rest of that jazz…Today is father’s day…Mindy got dad some stuff to do with fishing and a card, he seemed to enjoy it…I guess that’s my dad, even though we don’t have a good relationship, its the only one I’ll have…I guess my mamaw is doing alright I talked to her Thursday, even though shes rough to handle I miss her…It’s lonley up in here, but I guess I have to get used to it if I’m going to live on my own…Gah this sucks I never thought this day would come so soon, I’m so used to being at home, but I guess everyone has to do it…I guess I’ll fail bc thats what I’m used to doing best, but I guess if it comes to that I’ll live in the wilderness lol, that’s what I told Lora the other day…So this is my last week at work until vacation…7 days of no work and get paid…I cannot wait!…I need a break so bad…And so thats how the story goes…I wish I would wake up in the morning and something good would happen, but for me nothing ever goes good I always get the shitty end of the stick…Until next time…

DeAdMaRy