Cure My Tragedy.

Hey…

 I guess a couple weeks have gone by…Same old shit I assume has been going on…Work is work you know how that goes…We got another cashier at the shed and we have been training her…She seems to be nice she brought me taco soup the other day, which the first time I’d eaten it, pretty good if you ask me…Well I found out I have till August to live in this house, unless I pay utility bills…So I’ve been looking for places to rent…I looked at apartments in Campton, which there is none that I could get…There’s a couple places for rent here in the Ville but I haven’t checked em out yet…I went to Richmond and found a 1 bedroom apt for $350 a month, which includes utilities, which isn’t that bad…I don’t know what to do though…I put in a few applications, so who knows if I’ll get a job or not…With 10 years experience seems that I would, but who knows…My managers told me to transfer up to a shed in Lex, but I don’t know if they have any openings or not…I’ll have to check it out…I got approved for the apartment, but I don’t know I can’t afford deposit fee and first months rent, soooo who knows….I don’t have anyone to help me either…Sooo I don’t know what to do I’m a boat were no1 can tell me what to do and I need to make a decision quickly…July will fly by like this month has…So stress is killing me, haven’t been able to sleep well…I’m bout to break down why doesn’t anything good happen to me?…It pisses me off…Soo I’m on vacation this week…Wow what a week I’ve had you know…Went to sit at work the last couple of nights…Took Edith to see her son in lawtoday,  he’s doing better getting use of his left arm/hand/leg…Doing pretty good, but still has along way to go till full recovery…We stopped and seen Shawn today as well…I hadn’t seen him since March, he’s doing well just the same as he left…Tomorrow is my mamaw’s bday and me/dad/Mindy going down to see her and take for dinner, but my uncle of course will be there and aunt and kids…It’s pretty sad I can’t take my mamaw out…He asked us to drive the Corolla down so he can get estimate on fixing it, so I have to double up on gas…So I was going to Kings Island this weekend, but I guess thats called off as well..I can’t afford it, and Stud and Bub cannot either so fuck it…Pisses me off I plan something and no1 wants to pay their part, so I probably pissed Stud off but hell with it…I’m getting tired of people using me and not helping me in return…I’ll just enjoy the weekend, bc I won’t have to work and it will be really busy b/c its the first of the month…Next week is 4th of July…Wow you know I’ll probably be working and I have no friends to sit with so fun for me right…Saturday night me/Annie/Mindy went to the gay pride thing in Lexington…They had drag queens and stuff on stage, which were funny…That one was from Rupaul’s drag race, can’t remember the name, but I got pictures…I need to upload them on facebook, which I haven’t done yet…And thats all I know for now…Until next time…

DeAdMaRy