All Fucked Up And Dead To The World…

Hey…

 Well its about time I get to updating…I’ve been away about a month now…Life seems the same, I have my good days and bad days…I’ve been working my ass off lately, which isn’t unusual…Bleh!…Went to see Fast and the Furious, which sucked balls…Mamaw got a new car finally yesterday…She got an 09 Toyota Corolla [it’s black / 4 door] I <3 it!…Lets see…Lora graduated EKU a couple of weeks ago, I didn’t even get to go…She never called me or anything, but I got a call this past Sat. that she was at her moms, and she came through yesterday at the shed…She is movin to VA Thursday…I guess my friend I’ll never see you again…Good luck with everything if you happen to read this entry…John got to walk across stage but he has to retake a class to get his 2 year medical coding degree…Yay for him…Bleh…Chris my other friend is back to being my friend now, since he lost his ex-g/f…He said she was crazy, but I tried to tell him, he says he wished he would have listened…I guess you have to learn…We were gonna get this net called earthlink through dishnetwork, but I called today about my cd and they don’t even do that shit…I think someone is trying to screw me, so I have to call the bank and make sure someone didn’t use my money, or I’ll be pissed…Why do people do that shit for?…My computer has been a piece of shit, the net goes to the page but doesn’t load…So now I’m on this older one, until I can get a new computer…Me and Mindy are going halvers on it plus we might get Huges net I’m getting tired of this dialup anyway…Mindy is in her last week of school…She starts Upward bound in 2 weeks…We are going to the dentist Wed…I dread it, I was gonna go like 3 weeks ago, but they called and said Mindy didn’t have to come until like June, so we got one Wed…My moods as of late have been up and down…I wish I had some new friends to hang out with, I feel like I hang out with a bunch of kids…I’ve been lonley and depressed, and just thinking alot…I have no one seems…My "friends" desert me unless they don’t have anyone else to talk to…It gets old…One of course, they act like a friend, all the bullshit we have been through, and they just doesn’t care…Seems like they can only have one friend, but I guess its my fault isn’t it?…Eh well no used to starting that bullshit…I got my hair a different color again its blonde chunks in like reddish brown color, I had a turqouise strip it in, but it washed out, I’m gonna do it again…Cindy is on vacation this week, so I’m her haha…Its great to be at the shed all week getting off early and not having to close, but its boring at home…They had our family reunion this Sat…My uncle showed me pics of the house they are thinking about buying…It has an inground swimming pool, like 6 or 7 acres of land, and a pond …Looks pretty nice…They Micah and Sawyer are getting so big now…I wanna go see Drag me to Hell that comes out this weekend, looks awesome…Manson is bringing out a new cd, I wanna pick it up too…I hope its good, but I doubt it from the last album…I have a headache!…Well I hope everyone in OD land is doing well…Until next time…

DeAdMaRy

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May 26, 2009

I guess ppl have to live and learn.

May 31, 2009

Yeah, it does seem sometimes like friends all get their own lives and forget about you… I’ve learned not to mind. Sometimes it bites, but in the end, you just gotta go your own way too. It still sucks. Good luck at the dentist. I should go too.

June 1, 2009

hey girl, seems like a lot is going on. i have not writen much either. i hope you are doing well and i am glad you updated. <3 carter

June 30, 2009

Helloooo Mary Mary! We’re all moved up to the sticks and my god it’s way different than the city. I dunno how you do it. Our place is coming together though, and we’re not completely shut off from the world. Just enough where it’s pleasant…because you and I both know that people suck. 😛 Hope you’re doing ok. Later gator.