the discussion

I realized that pretty much the only thing i talk about in this diary.. i about a guy.

Anywho, we were online.. continuing our convo from before we were talking about if i’d get mad at my friend if she liked him… and i said i saw him first then he said :ididn’t hurt when u i said that my best friend saw me first? did i? which i was happy that he said but then….i still like you I’m like yay he liked me and this time it isn’t a Great Friend, but then..it’s just that i’m in love with her

Which i knew how he felt… but yea. then i say some stuff.. not to make that awkward silence.. that happens.. then he says u really are true friend which i appreciated.

And then, we get into a convo about what makes me feel uncomfortable… which i dont’ really know.. when it comes to this stuff since it’s NEVER happened…. omy goodness… that took so long.. and that in its self was awkward…he always asks questions.. which i know on one sense is good, and that he wants to know more. I need to learn to give an example for something and know a response before i say it… i think that’s my problem.

He was talking and became very suspenseful and crashed it.. on purpose.. with saying u r warm.

I’m just happy that we talk about this stuff online… i don’t know what i would do if we did it in person… online you have that little delay anyway.. in life.. o my goodness. i wouldn’t know what to do.

From a few days ago.. me saying that i would turn red from jsut talking about me blushing in school… err i shouldn’t have said… cause now he notices i turn when i talk to him.. which i knew he knew before.. but errr… he said he like the “color” of blushing in me.. i dunno something like that.. i could probably keep on going and going but i think i’m gonna go. Buhbyes

Andrea