That guy part 1 and 2 gone :( *tears*

Well lets see we went on a date and kissed, as previously said. So after that day i just wanted to be friends, and disregard what happened, well not really, but i wanted to know him. So0o today i come into the lunch room and he’s there waiting for me to come in, and he says ” sorry but i can’t be your girlfriend” and that “i’m getting back with me ex.” Also” can we still be friends.” So0o that’s  what he said, i wish he didnt’ even say that because i wanted to come in today saying i Just wanted to be his friend, before anything was to happen.

How the fuck can you get back with your ex in a freakin day?  tell me that one! after his mom dropped me off he still even said toi call him. I don’t get it. I am sad, but i think i’m more pissed off… an average girl going out with a guy, that she had somewhat interest in, or even getting a damn phone number, actually means something.

My friends said he’s a skin head anyway, but you know people still dream, we all hope that something good in our lives will happen. But now all is lost, and I have to hope for another… better guy to come and meet me. 🙁

Well lets see, i know my best friend was right on some level, for pretecting me on someone i didn’t know, and i know she was pissing me off, because she kept telling me that, but now i have to tell her he dumped me for his ex. I really don’t wanna do that, because she’s gonna make a big deal out of it and i’ll proabably start to cry… damn emotions.

I don’t think i was that sad about losing him, persay, but more of having that first time go wrong in merely 2 days. If he knew about his ex, before any of this happened, why me? in that hallway. I probably would’ve just been his friend in the beginning, but no! he had to do that. 

Lesson to be learned: If you meet a person of the opposite sex, randomly in a place,such as school, get a background check on them, before you go anywhere. 

!!That lesson is very important!! I didn’t know we were going to the movies, I just wanted to hang out. 

Well that was my day, i hope yours went better.

🙁 Andrea