Still another random day
Today was a normal day.. Well we got our progress reports, uhh well i didn’t fail anything. 2 classes 65-69…. i know i’ll bring them up later… but my stupid english teacher, put suggested parental conference.. grr i dunno what he’d say, i’m good in the class, and i answer questions and read.. so what if i fail a couple tests…. damnit… i was in level 1 last year and i did pretty damn good.. considering it was my first level 1 class ever!… sheesh each term last year i got an 85.. except the first term, but i was still getting used to it…. but that’s beside the point… And he was like go to extra help…. Which i did once, cause i knew i was doing badly, but he didn’t d shit… he just doesn’t teach it in a way i fully understand… ya know what i mean… but i’m doing pretty well now.. we’re reading “the catcher in the rye” i get that… and it’s ok too…. i don’t like that man…. others don;t like him either…
On chem and math they put extra help too…. but the the teacher ust don’t have a specific teaching habit for me… i did pretty well last year…sheesh.. and for math.. i lost a respect for the teacher.. seh’s nice and all… And i was mad, cause a lot of the time I’M teacheing the ppl around me to do.. so what if i dont’ ge an A on it..
The rest of the day wasn’t bad, i was getting tired as the day went by though.. cause it’s friday, that’s just how i am, friday i just don’t have any energy anymore.
In band, last period, we’ve been in the audirorium for the past couple of days, cause we just recently had a concert, and the band teacher is working on a play so we sit there and do what ever. i did hw, that was excitign uh huh… matt came into the auditorium, for soe other class, i dunno what but he played chess with his friend, which he did yesterday too.. At the end of the period, he came over and sat next to me, and i put my head on his and he put his on me, we just talked until the end of class. It was nice, but i’m really not attracted to him anymore, i really like him, but not like i used to, something changed, it’s jsu not there anymroe. Maybe i jsut realized, that he truly didnt’ like me, only as a best friend. Took me a while, though. But i still love to hug him and everything, and were still bestfriends.
I realized that sometimes i really can’t understands what he says, it’s weird. When i was layign on his shoulder i couldn’t understand him, unless my head was up a little do that both ears could hear him… weird.. I don’t like how i can’t hear ppl sometimes, it really annoys me…especially when i’m trying to listen, and it’s supposed to be quiet, and i just can’t understand them..
When the band period was over he left, and this girl, that i barley knew, only cause of band was like “do you and that kid go out?” people are so noisy, not saying that i’m not, but when you’re asked the question you think about it more. Naturally i said no… but that;s the truth.
After school i stayed after for SADD…and we’re painting a mural, with the grim reaper and that stuff.. only like 4 of us were there and of course, none of the artists were there, so we had to hope for the best, and we painted a bit. I’m happy cuase now my name will be on that board for the rest of time… unless that take it down, which i doubt… So i like that…
I am soo tired, i’m leaving buhbyes….