so bored

let’s see it’s 9:24 pm, i’m tired but not enough to go to sleep and everyone’s in a room to watch tv but me therefore cannit watch tv, soi’m stuck sitting in front of my cpu for a while, sound like  fun doesn’t it.

nothing good happened today, i had 2 finals english, which sucked sooo bad and biology which was long and boring, my arm was falling asleep, that wasn’t fun.  i really hope i didnt’ fail either of those, like i really hope i didn’t.. o well i’ll find out sooner or later.

So it was a half day, after the second final. then i went to Wendy’s with a group of my friends that was fun, there really fun to hang out with, i can be myself… lolz and weird is normal.

You know what i hate when i tell my mom things about my friends and she keeps that in her head that one thing i’ve told her, like today i told her on the phone while i was with my friends that one girl was yelling, well play yelling cause she whines a lot. but in a funny way etc, and my mom kept going on about that, and said i wasn’t loud or i wouldn’t do that, but the thing is i was loud.. which i said to her… errr she pisses me off sometimes, she really doesn’t know me anymore…. i’m not like i was in elementry afraid to talk to ppl and talk in class etc.. enough of that.

I was talking to matt and asked him about turning in an aplication to the movies, which he hasn;t done yet, but he was like i should get a job with him there and then he said  “we could go to the movies as friends on friday if u want….” and i’m like sure that would be fun, i should have had like a follow up question on that on, to make sure it happens..lol well i hope it does.

He also said he liked my hug on thusday, i’m like awww i like it too. lol and then he’s like that he wished he hugged me longer cause he doesn’t remember how it felt, i somewhat remember, but it’s vague. it’s weird hugging someone the same height as youself, i’m used to ppl taller than me, o well i still liked it.. i’m like we should try again sometime.lolz

i like giving hugs, but i’m not a kind of girl in school to just go and ask for one, like there’s this one kid that i wanna hug cause he’s huge and it looks comfy lolz.

I’m listening to kiss 108 right now, and all there is are commercials, no wonder why i’m so bored, well not really but i thought of something to blame.

I’m rereading my book thingy that i had him sign and he’s like if he moves he’s gonna miss me and that he hopes i get a good bf and i’m a great girl and deserve a great boy. but i want him he’s perfect, he doesn’t swear, where he came from it’s different uhh like a kinder enviornment sorta i dunno, but i like it. My first real crush has to be doomed, by moving sometime, dunno where, when or why. i’m so attached and the closest contact i’ve had with him was that one hug yesterday.  In the book thing he was like we’ll always have online, but it won’t be the same. which is true. he’s like he’ll miss me and my friends at lunch. he talks about next year, but yet he also talks about moving in near future so i have no clue.

we talked online and he said we’ll take pictures on monday, i guess he’ll get my pic then, i dunno i’ll get his. i was soo mad i got some pics of him wehn he didn’t know it and a good one of him when he knew but NOO my dad’s cpu had to screw up and they all went buhbye.. aww i was soo mad.. er o well, i’ll get more…

Maybe on tuesday our last day we’ll hug longer, and he’ll remember it.

My weekend is gonna be screwed up, from all my time is towards finals… stupid things.

alrighty i’m now more tired now it’s 9:58 damn that took a long time to write, well i did talk to other ppl too, i proably zoned out w/e well buhbyes

Andrea