Picking up the pieces

Well lets see here, today was the last full day of school, and i have a book thingy for ppl to sign and leave notes etc. I give it to matt, he writes a whole page, then gives it to me i read it, and he was saying sonething about us beign friends a little more than in parenthesis i’ll give more detail tomorrw cause my friend errr was like i’ll sign it and give it back andi got dismissed errr. anywho, it ebign a good year damnit i don’t remember, o well but then he said as he’s said before that he’s gonna be moving in the future, and  that i deserve a really good boyfriend and all this nice stuff. omg!! i was about to cry, i know i could feel it i seriously hope he didn’t see that, but it was so say, that whole day was sad. He never got a pic of me, he was supposed to take one today but he idn’t get a camera.  🙁 maybe he’ll do it later, i hope. i really wanted to cry, and i’m thinking about it now. I am attached, i’ve been hooked and now it’s gonna be taken out of me, tearing through my flesh.

Maybe we would have gone out, besides the whole best friend deal, bc he knew he was moving sometime. it’s weird he doesn’t know or won’t tell me why he’s moving, when he’s moving or where he’s moving. i wanna know. *sniff sniff*

Before the 7th period finall which i didn’t have to take, i went to my locker and her came, we talked for a minute and then about to be that hand shake and it went into a hud, omg this is so sad, i had a lot of weight on him though my bag was so heavy o well. i wanna hud him again. :'(

We held hand at lunch our last time. :'( i really hope i see him over the summer, i really do.

well i must go now have to study for finals that i haven’t studied for yet and yea well buhbyes Andrea