I’ll just call it awkwardness part 2, cpu lab

You know what i wrote this before but my computer was stupid and decided to freeze.. so this entry will probably be out of order 🙁 o well

Ok lets see, this is on Friday. The guys name is Matt, but any way, i was thinking about getting his sn.. even i saw what Sweetnothing wrote.. but thanks anyway :), but i only thought to b/c it’s vacation this week, and lately he had seem to be saying hi to me, in the hallways.

It was lucky for me, i wanted to get his sn, but that would be hard… cause in bio class, he does sit closer to me now.. that we got our seats changed, but my friend sits right next to me, and she thinks he’s weird.. so that wouldn’t work.. and if any one else saw.. it would just be so weird for me.. so i’m like crap when do i ask him.. As soon as we got to bio, the teacher was like oh, were going to the computer lab, and i’m ok whatever.. cause i forgot that he sat next to me.. well it assigned last time but it was still good. I was even better because there was no one next to me and no one next to him.. our little island.. You know what i don’t think i actually like him.. yet.. but i just want someone to like me.. cause it’s never really happened before.. except, what ever that one day with that other guy.. that i absolutley hate now.. but thats beside the point.

Now were in the cpu lab, and all we have to do is, look at websites.. see if we like them.. i dunno, so all we talk about is how it’s stupid.. It wasn’t hard, so i just asked him for his sn, and of course i gave him mine. He would look at me and smile, and so would I, but i still thought it was awkward.. so i’d look back at the screen.  nothing really happened in that period.. well nothing more.

You know what i absolutely love his accent… I love guys with accents… that’s what i liked about him when he came to my school, but there was nothing more.. until he started talking to me and pronouncing my name like Ondrea, which i love cause my close firends say it that way.. ehich  don’t think he knows… and i’m not sure why he started.. but i don’t care i like it.

Lets see, encounters with him in school, umm i’ve talked about the whole touchign the elbow thing. One day we were walking to bio, and he was leaning on my backpack.. and i just thought it was on of my friends or something like that… and he would jsut say “hi”

After school, Friday i went online.. and he came on.. so i imed him, we talked a while..   and i brought up that i knew where he sat at lunch and that he played chess, which he carries the board with him like everywhere, but yea.. so he said something like ” i do?”..err he was trying to throw me off guard..err but yea.. then he was like “your paying attention to me, why?” i’m like ” umm i jsut get there early and know where ppl sit” which is tre.. but you get the picture. he’s like “that’s what everyone says”..

Were still talking online, and i told my other friend, that i was cold.. which i was and usually am by the computer but yea  i told.. Matt that and he said ” i’ll warm you up” something like that.. and i’m like AWW.. and was like “lol” and then he says “j/k”.. which was a plus for him.. becuase he is a guy and all.. hehe but it was bad because in my head i’m like.. *i wouldn’t mind* but i decided not to say it, cause i don’t know what he’d think etc.. 

umm on Saturday.. i was online then he came on.. and i just waited for him hoping he say hi or something.. cause i didn’t want to always say hi to him first because, it would seem like i’m anxious or something… but he did im me.. with my name and what’s up….but it didn’t last long cause i had to go to Bob’s… yea..  Okay that’s all for now..

cya later

Andrea