I don’t understand! errr

Ok lets see today in Biology Matt ended up sitting next to me b/c the kid usually next to me went to the bathroom… so that was good. we talked a bit.. looked at each other.. etc… and we were sharing a book… then the teacher was like.. to Matt, that you said you had a book so you don’t have to share one… which means spot light on us… and i bet everyone knows about us.. sort of. i dunno.. so0o the boy comes back but he ended up getting in trouble with some other boys so Matt got to sit next to me for a long period, which was good.

He started playing with my hair a little bit, which i don’t mind, but now my friend next to me knows.. and she doesn’t really like him. cause she says he’s annoying.. she just kept saying Andrea… and making weird faces.. but i didn’t care… although… i knew he was there.. and she was there…but it was hard to pay attention to her and him as well.. i didn’t like that part.. o well.

By the end of the period, we were holding hands… for quite some time… and i’m pretty sure everyone well at least… who i’d care, saw… AND  even the teacher saw.. she looked at me then our hands…. buts it’s not like i was embarresed or anything… but i dunno…. but i did like it… b.c of something like that i’m pretty sure he likes me.. it’s just all there.

So0o online today we talked… and remember from the other day he asked if i liked anyone and i said possibly, well that came back today yea he was like you never told me who the guy you liked was… and i’m like Errrr!.. i’m thinking he just wants to know if it’s him… but i’m like in my head. we fricken held hands today! Errrr. but yea so he was asking questions like that like if he knew him. ( i’m like well i’d hope you’d know him.. considering he’s you) thinking of course… so i’m like probably. and he asked what period etc… but i wouldn’t tell him. Then he throughs in You know you can trust me… which i do… but yea. erR!  

ERRRR even more.. the he’s like you like this other kid. which i don’t were friends. etc… but not anything more… we say hi thats pretty much it… but errrr!

The weird thing is.. how do I Know if i actually like him… i don’t resist anything.. i like it… thats sound dirty.. lolz  but yea.. i probably do blush when i talk to him, and i do like talking to himm.. i just don’t know…. ok well i g2g noe buhbyes

Andrea