compliments

I really like how he compliments me on random things about me, i think one day he’s gonna run out of them.. lolz he said he like the way i dressed, he said it’s very decent and that he liked that. It was weird he said he only pretended saying that he liked seeing girls in shrot skirts, i asked why and he said he wanted to see what myt response would be. i’m like umm ok. Then he asks me what kindf boys do i like, i had no idea, my thought of a guy was through appearance and that was black hair blue eyes… and that didn’t go far.. that’s what i just liked, or thouht i liked… but i didn’t say that, i truly didn’t know.. i asked him and he said things about his bestfriend.

it’s wierd online we pretend about stuff, like we went to Hawaii for a week, did stuff there. He always makes sure that he isn’t making me feel uncomfortable, and i like that, so i told him..lolz Then he says that he really likes me, i said the same back. But when ever he does that i always think of the girl that he’s in love with, which i think he always will, but i don’t know if i should ignore that or not. Because remember when I thought he was gonna kiss me and he was only giving me a chocolate kiss, and he told me he might have if he wasn’t in love with her…. errrrr!    I wish he wasn’t in love with her. 

It sucked today was graduation, and the band of course had to play. It was raining… i was freezing had my jacket on plus the band jacket. We played like 3 song before the thing actually started, no one could hear us and We played pomp and circumstance aka graduation song only 4 times and then we left. last year we played it 17 times… that a big difference. it was raining so much our music was wet and dripping, it sucked. we left and went to put our stuff away, i felt bad for the ppl graduating but at the same time i didn’t care cause i wanted to go home.. i know that’s bad o well. time to go buhbyes

Andrea