Awww come on!

I hate it…. we should be together… no other girl that you love….

At lunch today we were holding hands as ususa, well actually he’s been looking at a bruise on my arm… wondering why it turns green… i dunno so he looks at it like each day.. lolz so0o we did that so on so forth… then we held hands on top of the table and even when a this kid Chris came over… i didn’t mind he didn’t seem to even look at us.. i didn’t care… well actualy no one really looked.. well noticeably anywho… after school my friend Jen came over and was like “are you with him” at first i thought she meant j/k with thte kid in front of me, then i realized what she meant…. i’m like no…. in a sad voice… and i said it’ll never happen… she said we looked “cute together”  i’m like AWW come on…. that stupid girl…. i dont’ mind just friendship.. but other ppl saying we look cute… *sighes greatly*  

I finally got his picture today… I think it’s so weird how he doesn’t like his picture being taken… like he really hates it…  he likes being a mystery…. o well 

Today after school i went to the enviornmental club party… my first time… it was so much fun, i was with a bunch of my friend taking a thousand pictures… we went to a park… playign around like we we all 5… then i met a 4 year old and a 2 year old… it was like i was their baby sitter, but it was soo much fun today…i think i’ll join next year.. i like the ppl in it.

After on of my friends left, the fair is in town now… so we waited a bit then went to check out that… i’ve decided, well knew before but circus ppl or fair ppl w.e are crazzy and weird… and scary, that’s all i ahve to say.. but we didnt’ go on any rides… io’m going tomorrow with them. that should be fun as well.

Do you know what’s weird swings make me dizzy and they always have… it was the same for my friends o well… i wanted to be on them longer… stupid dizzyness.  i think i’ll probably be back later to talk more adios..