As if you didn’t know… Valentines Day
So umm yea.. 2nd period… which is our home room as well.. we got carnations form our friends… i was expecting 2.. fom 2 ppl that i traded with…. and ppl passed them out and i got 3… I’m like well this is weird.. so i look at them.. i saw the 2 fro my friends.. then the third was Matt.. i’m like aww.. it made me happy..lol. i really didnt’ expect it.. He said on the little not thingy ” Happy Valentines Day Andrea, Thanks for being a great best friend!” i’m like awww… He seems to say out bestfriend a lot.. like to ppl.. i can’t tell if he’s saying it cause he’s proud.. or like trying not to give me mixed signels.. i can’t really tell.. but he could also not even realize it… but it’s ok….
So at lunch it was Jill’s birthday and Katie bought a cake for her and i brought in cookies..mm it was fun…
After lunch we walk out i walk with matt and shivani… i thanked him for the flower… in my little thing like aww thanks blah blah we held hands down the hallway… like we do soemtimes…. i really wonder if he does some things just to see me happy… not saying that i’m ever sad.. wich i don’t think i am… cause i’m either happy or tired.. ou know what i mean.. regular. But yea walking down hallway.. got to my class..we hugged. then he said he had to go…we hugged again then he kissed me on my cheek and like a second after that i kissed him… but the thing was i meant to kiss him on the cheek.. but he moved… yea i kissed him on the lips.. o well… then after he wanted to hug shivani.. but i think she was kinda weirded out about it…
So in actuall art class she was like are you sure you’re not going out.. It looks like you’re going out.. I’m like i’m sure… But i know it’s really a friend thing… or else we both would have gone further.. cause we comunicate and stuff… and i don’t like him that way…
So just now or in the past hour i’ve been talking to him online. He was like i didn’t realize i made you so happy.. ” lolz…. i just wanted to kiss him back on the cheek.. cause he has before… but yea he kinda moved.. so it didn’t turn out as planned…. like last year.. when i did like him like him… i thought about jsut going up to him and kissing him, but i was afraid too…. See i get excited about the little things.. cause i haven’t had a “boyfriend” before.. i’ve been out on a date.. but that was crap… and the next day eh was gone.. so yea… And the last time Matt kissed me.. i wanted to .. uhh return it as well to.. but i couldn’t think fast enough.. lol… I know good friends can kiss each other… because my oldest sister used to occasionaly with her bestfriend.. adni always thought they went out.. but no they were jsut bestfriends.. like matt and I… which it good. you need guys frineds…
But i told him that i didn’t mean to kisss him there.. and i think that’s why he was surprised… i think.. no clue.. i wonder if he’s be surprised if i kissed him just on the cheek.. no clue. o well…
Then we talked about other stuff then he’s like “hey andrea” then starts to write something but it took a minute.. then he apologized for that time.. then he said ” for your second time, you’re an alright kisser…lol” I thought that was…i dunno… i jsut said thanks lol… i’m not really sure what i thought… after like a few mintues… i told him that i was surprised about the flower, and i was happy to get it…. then he’s like I’m happy your happy..” which is where i’m thinking that he just likes to make me happy…
ok… that was it… and i really! need to study now ok buhbyes
Happy Valentines day!!!!!