Your Inspiration

You said you needed inspiration & I guess I showed up at the right time, sitting there on your leather couch, stomach in knots, trying to down a beer just for some courage.  How inspiring I was… shaking with excitement, laughing politely at your cool jokes.  Conversation got easier and it was you & me again.  It fell silent & got too comfortable.  The air was hot, tv flashed light.  I remember your messy hair and laughing eyes.  Your warm breath near my face.  I wanted to scream your name & hold you for life.  Your beautiful soul.