To do list…(revised)

Go to the endocrinologist 10/25 — my dam bus was 30minutes late so the office rescheduled me.

Case manager & therapist 10/26 — was wrong about my Case manager, but I did get to see my therapist.

Keep working on getting MY office finished — getting it done in spurts but progressing nicely.

Call Fed Ex to see if my background check is back. (12.40/hr no more then 5hours a day) –the guy who interviewed me and had me do a background check is not returning my calls.

Hold my breath about the background check for BroadPath  (12.50 an hour, 40hours a week best part it’s work from home….hence the office) — still holding my breath am I blue yet?

If I’m lucky I might be able to work both jobs….let’s hear it for being too exhausted to think!!!

And it goes on and on and on. I know now that her I love you’s are not meant romantically??. Even though mine are. Time to pull back and place some distance there….– She keeps saying things that make me second guess myself…