Shoot him

Or just shoot me, well call it assited suicide which is legal in Oregon, or parts of it anyway. And I think it’s with medication. Which is much cleaner and probably less traumatic on the one doing the assisting.

I’m sick and tired of people asking me my opinion or knowledge and then completely disregarding  what I said and rechecking me. Like all the time. Is it because I am a woman and therefore inferior to you in everyway?

Why is it that when your picking a fight and saying things to upset me and I ask you to stop that you dont, and then you ask me to stop… hypocritic much?

So, HE got in an accident in the little red car (its name is Pennywise  cuz well, it’s a clown car), and I wont drive it till the insurance company clears it as drivable and with only one headlight for the paper route cuz these roads are hazardous at night with soup thick fog. So, I talked my 25y/o into letting us borrow his van. With the understanding that wed treat it like gold. And guess what??? I tried to talk to him about the way he was driving and instead of listening he drove worse. I mean, really??? If something happens to my sons van  were responsible for the repairs and my son is very unlikely to let us borrow a vehicle ever again.

I cant wait until I’m gone, moved out of this house, not living with him anymore.