Insert something witty and clever here!!
First off.. II did not obtain and major injury the night of the fall. Scrapes bruises and a twisted ankle.
As of this time I am trying to get adjusted into some sort of pattern, routine, so that I will acclimate to the two jobs, cooking dinner, and my other household chores.
I hardly have time to give my depression, my mania, the things that eat me alive a passing nod. This isn’t good. This means I’m stuffing all those things down deep and eventually I will explode, and that is never pretty.
In the meantime I’m just sort of hating everybody, and incessantly worrying.
Please Goddess let me get through all of this and this season, FAST.
all i can say is we both should make sure to write regularly to get the bipolar shit out. i know that’s not a cure, but it helps. anything we can do to prevent or minimize those explosions. i hope this season passes quickly for the both of us.
Warning Comment
That is def not good hun! Please take a little time.. Even if it is just ten minutes for self care.. peace and quiet.. I am trying to learn how to meditate. I read this awesome magazine the other day that this lady gave to me. It is on spirituality. It kind of put things into perspective for me. I hope that you don’t explode.. I hope that you can find peace. I have been looking at getting a second and even third job if I can.
Life sucks. *HUGS*
I am always here if you need to chat.
Warning Comment