Does she mean it….

I don’t know. Let’s recap the events shall we?

She and I met back in March on a dating site. There was some great conversation, pictures exchanged etc…we decided to meet. I thought the date went really well, and the kiss 💋 knocked me off my feet.

And so I went home. The communication slowly came to a stop, and I never got an answer as to why. Your all probably shaking your head at me not figuring it out right away. I went back to the site we met on, and her profile was still up. I had taken mine down cause I thought we had something. I finally acknowledged to myself that something fishy was going on, and as my normally blunt self I asked why her profile up, and was she dating someone? She affirmed that there was someone else.

At that moment my heart cringed and crumbled a bit, and I stopped talking to her except for brief check ins.

And then, in my opinion, she contacted me out of the blue, because her life had gone to shit so she was putting her self into a position thats not mentally safe. And because she had no other options except this one or homelessness she resolved to do it and went to Arizona.

Here’s the thing, shortly after we started talking g regularly again she started telling me she loved me. I still have feelings for her. I’m not sure if she means it or if she’s doing it to get what she wants. We talk at least once a day, text, and play games, share our favorite music.

I am afraid this is going to turn out similarly to the first time.

Can anyone help me navigate this? I feel blinded by  emotions.