Sunflower

Well let’s see lots of things have happened since I last updated some good some bad.

Well I had a good bday party as I mentioned with cake etc. 🙂 Friends came over and we had fun. That was good. Where is that cake picture? Anyway… So yeah and things were okay for a few days. Then things started to get bad. Mom got sick and on the 25th of January she passed away. She was up in age and was in pain a lot so at least she isn’t in pain anymore. It sucks because we all miss her. We called her mom. She had a lot of similarities to my gaurdian mom including birthday, middle name and like of pecans. Ros especially misses her because that is her best friend.

Although we miss her at least she isn’t in pain. Although I wish I had got to show her that I started crocheing (sp?) again. My attemt isnt as good as what she showed me. I wonder if I should just cut the string to keep it the way she had it and start over.

I guess I can consider my self blessed. Although I missed out on having a dad I got to have 3 moms. Now they are gone and it sucks but people are always with us right?

Alot of other things happened too…like fallouts more or less with people I thought were okay only to find out they weren’t.  Or relationsships not turning out how I want them too but that’s life I guess. I need to think about somethings.

On the other hand the good has been good. I got in touch with people from a while back. School has been good.  The boy got a Wii and a 3DS. Now I can play Pokemon.

Sayaka from AKB ran the Tokyo Marathon again this year and beat her pervious time. it makes me want to go runnig. She was talking about how when she was little that she was ashamed to be half Phillipino but her mom told her to be proud of who she is and since then she has. She wanted to run to pay her morther back,. about 1,000 dollars got donated to charity.

That’s a good lesson to think good of yourself.

Congratulations on the Baby Sez and Jake! Hi baby Ashey!