Messed up, but true

While the picture in front of me
Became so achingly familiar
I knew
That if something ever happened,
You were ever in trouble –
I would still do anything for you.
It wouldn’t matter that In my world
You are my Jacob
But for that one moment in time
I would be your Bella.
And you would be my Edward.
I would step in front of that bullet.
This smoak screen we’ve erected
To soften the reality – makes me ache
And the soft sadness that lingers in your voice
Echoes in my soul.
I would rather have this – masquerade
And keep smiling
Than live in a world without you.