Falling down, falling down

My marriage is breaking. Well, it’s broken. But it’s closing in on irreparable damage. I can’t even cry. It just makes me mad and sad. Sad for me, sad for Quinn.

Kelly asked me if I really missed J, or just the idea of him. I could honestly answer, him. He has been the only man to ever accept, and even appreciate, me…all of me. Faults and all. There were just things that I needed he was unwilling to give. Marriage and children. I don’t know if I would ever get married again.