Vexed

They say Im a child?? Ina good way that is.. but Aimee’s ex…suffers ADHD…

He went through her personal stuff, got my letters and a diary she was writing for me… since like november last year or later…. and destroyed both..
Then told her she was an idiot for bringing them into the apartment in the first place.
That she’s stupid for not realizing that his computer can be unlocked even though she knows this but didn’t attempt because it’d cause more problems.

I realised last night that I could actually get a hold of him if he didn’t move. i have the address… but whats the point… one of us will walk away having caused yet more harm in a defunct situation.. he deserves a shit life..I know that’s harsh..but his actions have forced my hand. i’d love nothing more than to choke the life from him with it too…. but I wont…. It’d ruin my chance at a life with Aimee…

Somedays I still doubt I have that chance… i doubt my abilities to pull this off…I doubt both our willingness to commit to the length and severity of this situation until I’ve moved.. All this thanks to self esteem… what an annoyance…

I hope you all enjoy your Easter 😀

I’m working Monday… for 4 hours…maybe more..at double time and a half im not complaining…

Then on the 20th we’re moving..so 12 days of continuous work without a weekend…. good pay…fucked idea… but i need the money

Take care guys