It’s raining Schweppes!

  One of the loading cranes at work got caught and dumped a pallet of coke about 5-6 stories at work today. Having probably gotten caught do to packing string not being removed from a pallet it had grabed, it also tore a pallet of Schweppes Lemon, lime and bitters out of it’s bay. So for 5 odd hours the random sound of cartons of drink going crashing down 5 stories, and liquid leaking down all three levels throught the gaps in the acces ways was rather interesting to say the least. No pics because woulda got my arse handed to me, or a bottle of random drink smack me in the head while taking the risk for a photo op lol.

Been thinking bout the current situation between Aimee and I, and the P.I.T.A ex.  He’s apparently broke, but wants to go back to Yarmouth, but I get the feeling he’ll try and be around Aimee’s every freaking day. What can I do? Not much. Sure get shitty at HIM, not Aimee and shutdown the webcam because even his voice makes me want to remove what little brain activity he has with a blunt teaspoon, but then that’ll upset Aimee no doubt…..the shutting the webcam down part that is.

She does want to see him get help, naturally a long walk of a short pier could provide this, but a doctor is just as good, but he claims nothing is wrong with him mentally, and he doesn’t need it.  He’s apparently not interested in Aimee, beause of her calling the cops to have him removed, but tbh I believe that like I believe…….erm….. fuck i really dont have an anolagy that goes with that, so just take my word that I really, really, REALLY, dont believe he wants to try and get back with her.

Trust, and faith is the key, and I aim to prove I have plenty of both. Communication is also a must and has helped us immensely thus far.  When we had to go through this last time I was far more insecure about the situation, were as now, with Aimee and I having finally met in February, I’m not as bothered, more worried about his imbalance and what he might do if he does try and get shot down and flips out.

Being so far away, an with a minimum of 7 months before Im debt free and able to get to Canada finally, its not going to be easy, I just dont want him trying his hardest to make it anymore stressful.

Anywho, off to bed, gotta be up at 3:30am.