UGH!

frustration..irritation…o.O something else bad with ation at the end that isnt life threatening!

My car is on its death bed…so I drive a 94 corsica..its been in 1 major accident i know of and is over its 200k mark…and its a peice of shi*…and I hate it..cause if it dies..im screwed..i cant meet my sgt i cant job hunt i cant go to interviews!

I have gained weight instead of the losing i should be doing! I have to be at a “41 waist before they let me into the army…when i last met my sgt i was at “44…ive gained..cause now im some where in the area of “46 or something near “50! ARGH!!!! im even running every other day for christs sake!..idk wth i am doing wrong but its putting me on the verge of starvation…maybe.. x|

and my SGT. Bailed on me w/o telling me, With my car on its death bed I went out to see my sgt at the armory…Well after many scares of it crapping out on us on the way i get their…and he is on the other side of town..he completely forgot i was coming..so we had to redo the appointment for tomorrow at same time…

on a good note!

A company i used to work for in AZ is hiring out here..and so I dropped a job application their and met with the manager..we had a nice convo and was told that he sent for my background check as we spoke and he told me since i have previous experience my application would be looked at first. so yay..i just have to see what their last comments on my file from the last store i worked at is and if their good and my bg check comes in ill be set for between 5 hrs a week and 30! …not alot but oh well…

Now if i can just lose this weight..i might be set..i hope..oh that and my car doesnt crap the bed..please gods of old…please..

So i guess this is it for the night..if you’re new around here. Welcome to the world of Gareth De Lionourt. It’s twisted…kinda insane..but its home. You’re welcome to look around, say what you want…do what you want..just realize, I am not perfect..I am not like you..or any one you will ever meet in more ways than 1. I am just me..take me…leave me..love me..hate me..I dont care..probably never will.

~*Sweet Nightmares*~,

Gareth de liocnourt

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