the need to be numb again

boo….bs?

what the fuck…why the fuck cant i just turn it the fuck off?! fuck love fuck happyness fuck it all i just want to tell every one to piss the fuck off and go..drop an arrow and walk until i fall over..just go off..any where…i have pretty much nothing left right now..for the past 3 days ive felt nothing but anger pain and well pretty much shit..and i cant really put it in words..i just am tired of feeling every thing..anything..alot of things..-_- fuck it why am i even trying to write this?! meh…