So a new cluster F**k to deal with…whooo…

So yea…I found out my SGT got deployed leaving me with out a recruiting sgt…can you believe that? i’ve lost 20 lbs in the hopes of joining..and when i get close I get this shit..can you believe that? its a pain in the ass it is..its like shits plotting against me..and once again after paying the rent we have 16 dollars to last us 2 weeks..and thats for gas her cigs and grocery’s…a joy isnt it? I am contemplating going out for food stamps cause if i dont Hilary and I are gonna fucking starve..

its pissing me off how all this shit is going, its all i’ve done this life time is fight against life..what it wants me to do how it wants me to do you think the old crones would learn that I wont do things any way other than my own…I know what I want to do in life and I am going to do it..no matter the cost..

I am a de lioncourt..I do not back down even when i have a gun in my face.. or being shot..i still picked up the gun and started shooting back..but once again i put my head against the wind and walk forward into the void that is life.

So i guess this is it for the night..if you’re new around here. Welcome to the world of Gareth. It’s twisted…kinda insane..but its home. You’re welcome to look around, say what you want…do what you want..just realize, I am not perfect..I am not like you..or any one you will ever meet in more ways than 1. I am just me..take me…leave me..love me..hate me..I dont care..probably never will.

~*Sweet Nightmares*~,

Gareth