oaky..an update for pw

boo….bs?…heh..yea..so its 2oo am and i am not tired..surrounded by drunks..being subjected to country music ( KILL ME!!! ) lol neways..so in less than 4 days i am off to south carolina to live with a friend and hopefully leave this pain behind..if i am lucky..but my grand mother put me on the missings persons list after erika kicked me out…so now apparently theres some legal shit but i am just gonna get on that bus with my ticket and just go …just a few more months and i will be 18 ..yay..and then i am off to europe..or maybe back to az..i dont konw..we will have to see..shit i just might stay in sc..or i might get my dear sods and disapear..? dont know…ack country KILL MESA I AM MELTING >.< erika heard i was leaving and wants me to meet her monday..yay huh? i have been writing in a journal to her since the 5th…mostly just ripping her a new one..venting..but yea …for once since my mothers death i cried…and screamed..and well messed up my knuckles.. not badly but yea..then i was sharpinging my blade and ran my finger down the blades edge and cut my finder..i was like..woah..ish sharp…really sharp YAY and danced…but yea ..wow i just admited i cried…its a once in a life time event WOW!!!!!!!!!!! lol anyways…gonna play some world of warcraft now..if chris is off…lol streaking ppl..streaking angel… woah..scary..neways thats it

the vampire

Gareh de lioncourt