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So..what to write.. I am kind of in a blah mood..Its been a rough day..I had my follow-up for my shoulder..and was told that I had a muscle/tendon tear happen while my arm was in the sling..so! I have to have a surgery…FUCK MY LIFE! really? I mean REALLY? ..so now my transfer to road is shot for now…my weight loss attempt …done for now..and I am fighting to figure all this out for my medical bills..even with insurance I have had to pay 100 dollars in doctor visits and MRI’s..not to mention how much this damned surgery will cost me..If I dont do it I look at a noticeable lack of strength in my left arm…and I do mean noticeable..and continuous aches and pains…and in my career and my military goals I have to get this damned thing done.. and I am still on light duty -_- ….I am totally in a downer mood today..

So i guess this is it for the night..if you’re new around here. Welcome to the world of Gareth aka me. It’s twisted…kinda insane..but its home. You’re welcome to look around, say what you want…do what you want..just realize, I am not perfect..I am not like you..or any one you will ever meet in more ways than 1. I am just me..take me…leave me..love me..hate me..I dont care..probably never will.

~*Sweet Nightmares*~,

Gareth