Clubbing.

I don’t go clubbing. I had a phase after Kristen left me when I would go to the bar a lot and get trashed. But that was a small bar and there was always a drag show to watch. Something to do. Because I don’t dance. Well, my friend Josh (gay boy from my hometown) has been asking me for months to go out with him. So we decided we would do it this weekend. Garrett said he and Dan (his boyfriend of 3 weeks who he says he is in love with) would join us. ********** Dan ended up going to the bar earlier than us to meet up with some friends. Garrett and Josh came over to pregame, as the kids call it. When we got there I decided to have a beer. I hate beer. But it was cheap and after the $3 cover charge, I had $17 to work with. Dan went home because he has to work in the morning. The boys said the club was lame so we went to a different one, where we all drank long islands. Yum. ********** I hate when Garrett is drunk. And that is all of the time because he’s a legit alcoholic. At 23 years old. He kept spitting on me when he was talking, and arguing about stupid things that didn’t make sense, and telling Josh how cute he was, and many other annoying things he always does. ********** Josh, on the other hand, is a fun drunk. We met some people and 2 guys wanted to take him home. One of the guys said he had a piercing on his dick. I asked if I could see it. So he took me into the bathroom and showed me. Yikes! The other boy was very fun and Josh ended up going home with him. I made sure they had a sober driver (I was very sober myself by this point). Josh was thoughtful and told me when they got to the guy’s house. ********** While Josh, the guy, the guy’s best straight girl friend, and I were standing around talking, I saw Garrett making out with a chick. When he noticed me looking, he stopped. I asked him later if he was going to tell Dan. Then he kept slurring his words, saying something about how he fucked up. He said he wanted to make out really bad, but didn’t wanna do it with a guy and have feelings involved. Which is great. But he doesn’t know Dan’s opinion on that. He may consider that cheating. Since Garrett doesn’t know his opinion, I thought that was disrespectful. Annnnnnnd Garrett had me drop him off at his friend’s house… where is ex of a year and a half was. He had been texting Nashid (ex) earlier about going over there. Okay. So let’s go hang out with our ex while we’re trashed and want to make out. No. Not a good idea. Ugh. So annoyed with him when he drinks. I’m never going to a club with him again.